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Sunday, April 29, 2012


Y    Young at Heart



My mother has always been young at heart. People have always been surprised to learn how old she was, and that hasn’t changed now that she’s ninety-nine. She doesn’t look like a ninety-nine-year-old, and if she hadn’t contracted dementia, I’d bet she wouldn’t be acting like one, either.
 

My mom was thirty-eight when I was born, and she had my brother sixteen months later. I like to think that we kept her young. My parents, even though older, always did plenty of “kid” things with us, like amusement parks and picnics and playing games. I didn’t even realize my parents were older than most kids’ parents until around high school, and it never mattered to me.
 

My father passed away when he was only sixty-eight. I was twenty-eight, younger than most children are when they lose a parent, yet I had still grown to adulthood. I worried a lot about my mother after he died, afraid that she would give up on life. If I had known then that she would survive to be ninety-nine, I would have been overjoyed—and would not have suspected that a brain disorder would take most of her away from me before her physical body gave out. Nevertheless, I’m very grateful to have had her as well and young-spirited as she was until her mid-nineties.


My mother loved gardening and even enjoyed yard work, and she did those as long as she could. She had to forgo the gardening when her arthritis got so bad that she couldn’t kneel any more, but she continued to mow her lawn and rake leaves and shovel snow. Later my husband and I or my brother would do those things for her, and she fretted about not being able to do them herself and wanted to come out and help us. She still enjoyed cooking meals for us when she was in her nineties.


She would read the paper every day and watch the news at night and kept up with what was going on in the world and in our state. She loved going out with us for car rides on a Sunday or shopping or to dinner. We would take her to Narragansett or Newport to enjoy the water views. Once in a while we’d drive to one of the casinos in Connecticut—not really to gamble but just for the ambiance, to enjoy the lights and colors and watching the people and looking through the shops and having dinner at the buffet. She was as excited as I was the day I won $100 on a slot machine, which I celebrated by treating us all to dinner. And she once bought me a gift in one of the shops there—a pair of Chinese figurines that I had been looking at and debating whether to buy; she decided they’d be my birthday gift from her. I treasure them.


In spite of a few physical problems (arthritis, diabetes) and her chronic anxiety, my mother loved her life. She didn’t need a lot to make her happy. I am so glad that she was able to keep her youthful spirit for so long. And now that her dementia has progressed to the point at which she’s no longer distressed about it, she’s regained some of that spirit; the staff loves her sense of humor and wit. And that is a blessing, for her and for me.








6 comments:

  1. Lol. 38 is young! My mother had me at 45. My father was 63, with two grown children, and already 3 grandchildren (she was his second wife). He lived to be 93, died when I was 30. So add up all those numbers:))

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  2. I have so loved getting these glimpses of your mother. You have a lovely tribute collection here. ♥

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  3. Your mom sounds like such a neat person. Thank you for sharing this!

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  4. I love the way you treasure your mother. How I wish I'd paid more attention to my mother before she dies five years ago. I live on the other side of the world, and didn't contact her too much over the years. Just enough to show my love. But maybe not enough. The last time I visited, I didn't realize she had dimentia until she was diagnosed a year later. Appreciate your mother.


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  5. I love the pictures you paint of your mother and the love you share. You're both very lucky to have had so many years together. What a blessing!

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  6. I"m rereading this and struck by this fact: I was 38 when I had my first chlld. I had my second one 17 months later. I could be 99 and my first born could be writing this how many years from now...

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